God, what is your plan for me

I love you and I want to be with you forever

Feel something feel something

Thought I could feel nothing but I feel everything

What do I do I just want to disappear

I really just want to disappear and not have to deal with this

I am selfish, and perhaps this has been a curse disguised as a blessing..

My heart hurts and I am confused and I am sorry

I wish I could turn back time

Honestly just want to go to the gym and get fit because I want to look good for festival season :l

You know when you’re in love when you don’t need to scour for quotes to validate your feelings.

Or maybe that’s just me..?

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I am forever thankful for the friends I have in my life. The ones I made after high school, the ones I made from the internet who ended up becoming people I’m so glad to have in my life. Thank you for accepting me and being patient with me.

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I will admit that I had thoughts recently of dying. Simply just disappearing - not methods of suicide. But I know that would affect the people I love negatively. And I want to explore places with people I love and having fun with them…

Thank you to the people that reminded me that there are so much more enjoyment to life to always look for.

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Girls night out with Jen. I had a really good time and we had free food and took photos. I’m so happy to have her in my life

Saw shallou the other night and it was so good. Catchy but still very chill vibes. I’ve never gone to a show that small since I always go to large festivals but wow.. Shallou isnt that popular but so nice to see everyone is there for them and a lot of people knew their songs hehe.

They ended with you and me with a lil remix of odesza

They also played hints of porter Robinson and m83 I’m so happy hehe

Very thankful for the friends I have here in toronto

Can’t wait to keep growing my relationships here

I luv u all

Sad songs are so comforting..

two job offers

one request for second round interview

another request for pre screening interview

declined a job offer

accepted one and waiting for the formal letter fadkghadkghadkvnadguaeih

I’m getting bad panic flash backs to when I was in Korea and I almost got scammed into a religious culture.

I was out shopping in a pretty popular neighborhood and was approached by a young female and male who spoke English. They asked where I was from and then started showing me photos of traditional Korean tea ceremonies. They said that they could take me to a place and dress up for that cultural experience and that it’s only 15 minute subway ride away.

They were friendly and looked harmless but why the fuck would I go so this random thing with these strangers I just met? 🙃

Turns out they were trying to recruit me into a religious culture. Apparently they would blackmail people for money and I’m glad I didn’t fall for that shit. Luckily my roommates from my hostel had also mentioned to me about this scam the day before so I had an idea what they wanted.

I can’t imagine what would have happened to me if I was naive enough to actually go with them because I was tryna be spontaneous or some shit.

Summary: don’t trust young friendly strangers when ur in Korea who also tell you to hang out with them??? Like no, ur safer off meeting someone off tinder than a stranger on the street omfg.